忍受

不知何因
近日總大動肝火、怒火焚身
這是前無史例
也是前所未有的


一直以來
我的脾氣溫和
更可說是沒什麼脾氣
但在今年起卻離奇地改變了
旁人所做、所說的一切
有時候會看不順眼
就因為如此
怒氣自然而然地出現了


尤其是那些一直愛指指點點、在後作祟、裝蒜的傢伙
是我一直最鄙視兼憤恨的人
他們不知自己的所作所為會為他人帶來困擾
或是惹人反感
因此就在一而再，再而三的發揮“自我本色”
他們不會做出任何的收斂
就只會繼續的變本加厲
要等到他人擺個臉色出來了
才曉得【察言觀色】的含義
對此，我深感莫名其妙！


算了吧
對於這種憤怒的考驗
我經不起
於是
我選擇了沉默
沉默可以使一切屈服
沉默的殺傷力並不淺
因此它可言是一種暗殺兵器


生氣他人等同懲罰自己
原諒他人等同寬恕自我
因此我會容忍
直到還未超于極限~

Never Too Far Away- Mariah Carey

You're with me
Til the bitter end
What we had transcends
This experience
Too painful to
Talk about
So I'll hold it in
Til my heart can mend
And be brave enough to love again

A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays preserved in my mind
In the memories there is solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me
When I remember

Glittering lights
Incandescent eyes
Still preserved
In my mind
In the memories I'll find solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
And I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me
And I'll remember

A place in time
Still belongs to us
Stays preserved in my mind
In the memories there is solace

Never too far away
I won't let time erase
One bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned that
Nobody can take your place
And though we can never be
I'll always think of you and me
Always remember

Love

You're never too far

Thank God I Found You- Mariah Carey

(Mariah)
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying 
Until you saved my life

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream 
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

(Joe)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do 
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you (I'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you 

-Bridge- (Mariah & Joe)
See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows 
that we were destined to shine 
After the rain to appreciate 
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream 
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful 
I found you

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

(Mariah)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

I Wanna Love You Forever-Jessica Simpson

You set my soul at ease 
Chased darkness out of view 
Left you desperate spell on me 
Say you feel it too i know you do 
I've got so much more to give 
This can't die, I yearn to live 
Pour yourself all over me 
And i'll cherish every drop here on my knees 
I wanna love you forever 
And this is all I'm asking of you 
10,000 lifetimes together 
Is that so much for you to do 
Cuz from the moment that i saw your face 
and felt the fire if you sweet embrace 
I swear I knew 
I wanna love you forever 
My mind fails to understand 
What my heart tells me to do 
And I'd give up all i have just to be with you 
And that would do 
I've always been taught to win 
And I'd never thought I'd fall 
Be at the mercy of a man, 
i've never been 
Now i only want to be right where you are 
I wanna love you forever 
And this is all I'm asking of you 
10,000 lifetimes together 
Is that so much for you to do 
Cuz from the moment that i saw your face 
and felt the fire if you sweet embrace 
I swear I knew 
I wanna love you forever 
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits 
Let's take this now before its gone 
like yesterday 
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else 
That i would ever wanna be no 
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you 
Loving me....I'm gonna love 
I wanna love you forever 
And this is all I'm asking of you 
10,000 lifetimes together 
Is that so much for you to do 
Cuz from the moment that i saw your face 
and felt the fire if you sweet embrace 
I swear I knew 
I wanna love you forever 
I wanna love you forever 
10,000 lifetimes together

一年

今年是我升上高中的首年
這一年的到來
我已盼望多時
只可惜
途中我迷路了
因此日後
我唯有獨自地完成我的路途

這一年讓我感觸良多
因為朋友們都活快了我一年
同樣的
我也慢了他們的一年
因此
你能說我不渴望這年的到來嗎？

感謝緣分的安排
把我與S1C4的各位緊系一起
是的
這就是我的新班
一個陌生的班級
但
日子久了
我也深信大家一定會混熟
日後就讓咱們共同努力吧 =)

在這新的一年裡
一定會有新的目標
看著過去的各位都蠻有成就的
所以我也不甘示弱
繼續奮發圖強
勇於突破自我
并從個平庸無奇的蛹蛻變成只美麗的花蝴蝶！


在我還未有任何成就感前
我會感到很丟臉

I Don't Want To-Toni Braxton

I really don't feel like talking on the phone 
And I really don't feel like company at home
Lately I don't want to do the things I used to do
Baby since I lost you

And I don't want to sing another love song babe
I don't want to hum another melody 
I don't want to live my life without you babe yeah 
It's driving me crazy (crazy) 

I really don't feel like smiling anymore 
And I haven't had the peace to sleep at all 
Ever since you went away
Baby my whole life has changed
I don't want to love and I don't want to live 

And I don't want to sing another love song babe
I don't want to hum another melody 
I don't want to live my life without you babe yeah 
It's driving me crazy (crazy) 

I don't wanna laugh, I don't wanna play
I don't wanna talk, I have nothing to say
I don't want to tour, forget this show and how can I go on
Now that you are gone

And I don't want to sing another love song babe
I don't want to hum another melody 
I don't want to live my life without you babe yeah 
It's driving me crazy (crazy) 

Your Faith In Me-Jessica Simpson

When I see you there I'm so aware 
Of how lucky I am baby 
Cause I don't deserve I don't come close 
To understanding baby 
The logic of your kind of trust 
It amazes me 
That someone like you would care enough 
To just believe 

Your faith in me 
It pulls me through 
When there's nothing around 
To hold on to 
When I fall, when I'm weak 
All the strength that I need is your faith baby 
Your faith in me 

Even when I fall I get along 
Cause our love is real baby 
It's like salvation to my soul 
Cause that's how it feels baby 
It's a sacred thing that I keep close 
To carry on 
And I know that I will be alright 
And you'll heal it all 


Your faith in me 
It pulls me through 
When there's nothing around 
To hold on to 
When I fall, when I'm weak 
All the strength that I need is your faith baby 
Your faith in me  


You make me feel I could walk on water 
And nothing comes against me 
Safe within your arms 

Your faith in me 
It pulls me through 
When there's nothing around 
To hold on to 
When I fall, when I'm weak 
All the strength that I need is your faith baby 
Your faith in me  


All I need is your faith in me 
Ohh All I need is you faith in me..... 
Ohh Yeah yeah 
All I need, All I need baby 
Is your faith 
Your faith in me